I was simply speaking from experience and narrating an event that directly involved me, if that is somehow taking a swipe at someone people have grown soft and....illiterate. Those who where offended chose to be so. I cant make anyone do anything, including feel something. Taking a swipe at my ritual suggesting I somehow needed a baptism to absolve myself of sins ive accumulated and the suggestion that I could live a life somehow bettered by a religion I see no purpose in was the swipe. I calls em like I sees em'. A swipe would have been insinuating that somehow my point of view was superior to another persons, all I offered was perspective. The suggestion that I make an effort to find someone else's god is an insult with the direct inference that I adhere to some sub-servile denomination that needs a proverbial leg up. That, is an insult although I choose not to be offended as that would lend the upper hand to anyone who may choose to adopt that line of thinking. Thank the Satan inside me that I didnt choose a Chevy lol. A party who looked past his feelings and took it as a life experience might see some humor in the situation. Probably the only satanist in Ogden happened to be the docent and a museum and called me out, it was funny, I laughed, he laughed, we all had a good time.<--humor in an unlikely scenario....no? I feel like im asking too much at this point. Look at anyones personal beliefs and its easy to see some sort of moral/social/whatever failing.
Have a nice day.
Sorry Gearhead, not sure why the quote didnt attach.
As far as not sharing my troubles with others, it was directly related to why im moving and no specifics where given. I could elaborate but my psychosis (yes really) wouldnt really permit me to give a fair explanation at this point.